This has been the wonkiest year of my life. (Let's hope.)   And yesterday I finally realized, "I've had IT."   "I feel like a worn-out eraser."   And so I did what I thought would be most useful, I cursed into my pillow for 15 minutes  I sat down with a pencil and paper and wrote down all of the things that I thought we're making me feel/think I'm a worn-out eraser.   And the list was LONG.   Like, real  LONG man!   And then I worked out for 25 minutes and did 100 sit-ups.    And then I looked at the list again.   And I realized, I'm really mad about this list: it feels like I can't really change the things on it (for the most part)!    Grrrrrrrrr.   But I'm SO OVER being a worn out eraser!   So, something's gotta change, right?    It does. It's time.   That's it. I've decided; it's time for a change.   So here's what 24 hours of talking to Dave, looking at my list, prayer, googling, reading, listening to The ...